Tag Archives: longing

a birthday boy can dream…

1 Apr

staring up at the moon /
eyes stinging / throat tight /
can you see it, too? /
are we standing under the same light? /

cheeks wet / tear-stained face /
taste the salt on my lips /
prophet boy / what can i do? /

it’s simple / i miss you /

wishing on a star / wishing on them all /
just to feel my arms around you tight /
my heart is never far / it’s wherever you are /
you own my love / dominate my mind /

fall asleep /
looking in your eyes / looking in mine /
from across the miles /
through the darkness of night /
your lips / i seek /

wishing on a star / wishing on them all /
feel my hands touch your skin /
pull you into me /
deep / inside /
a birthday boy can dream /

written word & photography by Ephraim Beck
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east davis street…

3 Mar

you did this to me /
sad street / depressed romanticism /
misery meets apathy on your corner /
love isn’t lost / no one knows to look /

you taught me what to expect / content in your decay /

eager street lamps glow / lighting the way for silent sidewalks /
you reflect in your abandoned shop windows /
can you see your own haunting? /
dreams aren’t broken / they are never dreamt

you taught me what to expect / content in your decay /

written word & photography by Ephraim Beck
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kill you

1 Mar

kill me /
the dance is still there / 4 feet / 2-step /
your breath on my skin / a hand on my waist /
moving as one /

kill me / 
your eyes are still there / dark / tortured /
little boy inside / peeks out from behind / time to time /
gazing in mine /

kill me /
sleepy time is still there / tangled sheets / bed head /
naked cuddles / heavy breathing / dreams /
never felt so safe / i love you / we said

kill me /
the sex is still there / perfect / perfect
just kill me / it was perfect

kill me /
anger is still there / tears / disappointed /
hurt you badly / hurt me back / 
the pain / rage / hate myself / a knife in my chest / 

kill me / 
the love is still there / distant / ever strong /
first morning thought / last evening dream /
sweet boy / complicated soul / you captured me /

please kill me /
the longing is still there / you own me / eternal /
breathing hurts / eyes wet / i miss you /
you will never leave me  / obsession / 

kill you / 
before you kill me /

written word & photography by Ephraim Beck
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apparition…

26 Feb

your exhalation vanished in the cold night air /
little orange light / alien love /
bite hard / blow it in me /
grasping /
who can hold a vengeful spirit? /

i saw you fading with the smoke in your mouth /
eyes darkened /
stupid stubborn machismo /
shattered /

your glass heart magic / swirled around us /
standing in the dark /
into your lungs / through your blood /
breathe me in /

4 feet touch / 2 hearts pound /
squeeze your sweaty hand / beg for your approval /
limbs entwined / eyes on fire /
were you an apparition? /

forever seeking around every corner /
another dimension /
to find you inside me / again /

written word & photography by Ephraim Beck
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